omg

my friends adviced me to let go of the past and try to move on. i should forget about the person that i like for the past eight years and give myself a chance to fall in love again. but how can i do that? eight years is still eight years and no matter what i do and if there are times that i want to let go of my feelings, there are things that make me keep on holding on. it's so unfair because i know that he doesn't like me and he doesn't even pay attention to me but still, i have this goddamn feelings towards him. i'm still hoping that somehow he feels the same towards me.