don't you know that love's just like a thread, that keeps on ravelling but then...

weird, but it seems that i'm starting to become the butt of jokes of the people around me. okay, in our batch in sony 14, i'm not the only one who's single. but i have one of the rarest cases ever. at 22, i never had a boyfriend! and my friends are using it as an excuse for me to be matched with the single guys around me. but i don't mind at all. it doesn't mean anything to me. i know that as long as there are no feelings involved, then i can't see any problem about it. because when you put feelings on it, then it is where the problem arises. one of those persons might get hurt, because of the simple reason that feelings are not mutual. so what i'm doing is just to say yes or agree on whatever they say. just like what i always say... i may no longer be reserved, but i still have to learn the art of loving someone else other than the longtime former love of my life. i need to have a normal life again and start a new life without thinking about him. if we're really meant for each other just like what i'm praying for, then so be it. but if not, then *sigh* things are not really meant to be :( there's someone out there who would come to love me despite of my clumsiness, mood swings, kakulitan and most of all at my ugliest appearance.