heaven sent

one afternoon, with all the computer-based training that we had, we were having a hard time absorbing the discussion conducted by our trainor. then someone knocked on the door and alas! as if an angel came inside the room, to discuss another mind-boggling topic. mygolay! anyways, when he did the intro about the topic he's about to discuss, it seems sounded simplem but when he started to read the procedures, it was when life became more complicated

living my life

my training for amex started last tuesday. i can tell that i can somehow do good on this, because i already have a financial background and this time, i can tell that i already know what i'm saying, unlike with sony, i really have no idea on what i'm telling the caller. i just depended on the materials that i have in the system. it's not that i have anything against sony. the truth is, i love sony. it's just that i still have a lot to learn on that account before going back there.

leaving yesterday behind

something struck me as the year ends. it's about time for me to let go of my feelings for the person. i mean al lot of my friends are telling me to do that, since i'm not getting any attention from him, he doesn't even considered me as his friend. that hit the rock bottm and with all my strength, with all my might, i'll try my best to shut him out of system. i finally realized, after eight long years that i have to move on. i have life my own life to live, with or without him. if we're indeed destined for each other, then well and good. but if not, then things are not meant to be for the two of us. i know it's sad but what can i do about it?

so what going to do right now is to concentrate with my training and be promoted next year. after what happened, after wasting my eifght years for nothing, i dont think i could like someone else i quite a while. it's every exhausting to love someone else and haven't love in return. it seems that life's always unfair to me in that matter.