another month to struggle for

just when i thought that having a midshift is somethng to look forward to, i should have my second thoughts. i had my most difficult shift during my almost two years of stay with the company. i had the "midshift" thing, that starts from 3.30 am 'til 12.30 in the afternoon. and then again, i'm the oe to blame about being stuck with this schedules. i was the one who chose it. it was one of my "sablay" ideas again. grrrr.... just when i thought that having this schedule is far better than having the 12 midnight to 9 am schedule, i should have think again. i need to be home by 1.30 and by 3 pm, should be asleep. i need to be awake by 8 pm to prepare to go to work and need to be there by ten to have my additonal four hours of sleep. it's like me, joining the extra challenge thing and i have promised to myself that i shouldn't be absenting myself for this month since i had failed my absenteeism last month. i'm really that "OC" in terms of my stats and all.

it's a good things he's there for me to motivate myself to go to work. hehehe. he somehow makes my life easier. with his simplicity, his sense of humor and his "kakulitan" i think i'd be able to get through this. if he only knew... oh sit!@ what am i saying?! here i go again, geeting carried away from that hopeless romantic chuva. whatever!