i dont know...

i spent my two days off crying for this certain news that affected me badly. the person whom i gave special attention to is leaving in few days! and after that few days, what? i would never be seeing him for good. i've been blaiming myself why did i entertained this weird feelings for him? i didn't realized that he might leave anytime. i shouldn't have let myself fall for that person. i mean he doesnt even care about me. so what's the point of liking someone else right? i keep on asking myself: why do i have to fall for someone knowing that the love won't be reciprocated? am i really that bad that i person i get to like won't like me back?